Channeled message from Ralph Waldo Emerson

An excerpt from Great Minds Speak To You
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"Ralph Waldo Emerson’s message.

   Here we are. We are experiencing a very different kind of communication here. There are ideas that need to be spoken of, there are ideas that need to be shared with you. This channel that we are using is narrowed a little bit, and I’m feeling a little constricted, but I’ll carry on and work as quickly as I can so that you can get this information.

   The information that I wish to share is that it is only in the communing with nature, communing with yourself, that you are able to reach the heights of spiritual awakening that this life offers you. It is only in the self analysis, the self investigation, the expression of your creativity through writing, through poetry, through the expression of self, that you will truly come to understand what and who you are. As long as you are sitting in front of your televisions, listening to other people’s ideas, listening to other people’s creativity, listening to other people’s imaginations, you will loose the greatest jewel that you have of your own, the greatest treasure you have of your own, which is that of your imagination. The imagination is where your truth lies. Your imagination is where your destiny lies, your imagination is where your connection to Spirit lies. 

   From this point of view, after death, we can clearly see that it is those beings that are solitary, it is those beings who are quiet, it is those beings that are at peace with themselves, that know they have a purpose, that know they are important in God’s eyes, these are the beings that we can reach quite easily. These are the beings that have a portal into their own consciousness.

The beings that are plugged into their televisions, the beings that are gossiping, the beings that are involved in other people’s lives to the detriment of their own have no space, they have no emptiness, they have no transparency towards the spiritual realms, and so we cannot communicate with them. This is a great joy for us on this side, to communicate with those beings who are open. 

   There are masses of you that are no longer open at all to any kind of inspiration, to any kind of idea.  You are plugged into your televisions, you are eating bad food that is poisoning you. We wish you to understand, or I wish you to understand my point of view in this whole experience. 

   I want you to understand that my life was a good one. My life was one that allowed me to investigate spiritual matters, that allowed me to investigate and understand my own mind. As I passed over into what you call the after life, which really isn’t ‘after’ anything at all, it is a beautiful experience of opening up, it is a beautiful experience of letting go of the tightness, the tininess of the Ego mind. As you enter into this place that you call the after life, there is a massive expansion that happens, and you feel as if you are truly becoming yourself. You feel aspects of yourself that you were frightened to experience, growing in great magnitude. You feel the restrictions that ruled your life fading away like a broken pair of shoes that no longer serve you. It’s like running barefoot in the grass after you have been ensconced in old shoes that are too tight and uncomfortable, hurting your feet. This is what it feels like to pass over. What is interesting is that the ideas that were merely whispers in your mind, ideas that you didn’t investigate, became bigger ideas and you saw that they were the truth of what you should have been paying attention to. The quiet little ideas that you thought were stupid, quiet little ideas that you thought people might laugh at, these were the massive ideas that were being sent to you through spiritual connection. And so you missed out on some of the greatest possibilities of your own life, because you were afraid of peer judgement, you were afraid to be ridiculed."

This is part of one of 20 amazing messages from the other side of death. Read all of them in Great Minds Speak To You

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Ananda Introduces Jesus

During the month of June this year, I was told that there were many beings who wished to communicate their stories to the world, famous beings who had passed over and wanted to speak their experience with life, death and their after life experiences. Ananda introduced each one every morning for a month and those transmissions became a book called, "Great Minds Speak " which is just about to be published by Light Technology Publishing.

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   It was a fascinating and humbling experience to hear from Michael Jackson, Diana, Einstein, just to mention a few. But as I neared the end I began to worry who number twenty might be. "Din't be Jesus, don't be Jesus" I said to myself over and over. Knowing what the implications of that would mean. I would be venturing into what felt like dangerous territory if that happened. 
   Number nineteen was John Lennon, disillusioned with earth life and clear that he held no love for it, and then....Jesus showed up. He was the last one to speak for that book and the I was informed that he wished to transmit information to me everyday. All this was mediated by Ananda, assuring me all the while that all was well and that they has been "sent on ahead" to prepare me for Jesus. they told me I would not have been able to handle the energy and implications any sooner.
   They were right. It has brought up many fears and has shown me the conditioning in my mind which limits me and frightens us in entertaining conversations with this being who has been so idolized, deified and used as a weapon by so many people over the years. Since that time Jesus has been speaking through me every day and I will share some of his teachings and even some recordings of those sessions here. You may feel angry or scared or disbelieving as you encounter this material. I assure you I too have felt all of those same feelings. It has been quite a ride for the last few months and yet he is teaching every day in my home, shepherding my sons and daughter in law into a new way of looking at the world.
   Below you will find a link taking you to his fist transmission for the book, Great Minds Speak. You will hear my voice sharing his kind wisdom. Over the months he has become much more loud and forceful in his presentation and anyone in the room is sent into an altered state of consciousness.  We have prepared a Face Book page which is also linked below so, if you would like regular updates of readings and recordings please go there and follow Jesus. He is a powerful and charismatic teacher as he always was, and he has returned to share his voice, his energy and his vision with us.  Stay open minded and feel the thoughts and ideas that arise. You may feel fear or joy, hesitation or excitement, this will tell you what you believe. Know that if you feel any negativity it is from the conditioning in your mind and not from him at all, but from what you have learnt about him that is untrue. 

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Ananda on symptoms

Symptoms Are Messages

Let us say you are suffering from chronic pain in the form of arthritis, this difficult and confusing disease so many of you suffer from in your society. Much of the problem is diet related, but it is also related toU the constant stream of thoughts of self-hatred and judgment many of you are subjecting your bodies to. These thoughts create all the time. They create a toxic soup of chemicals within your body that causes the internal mechanisms to attack themselves and leads to deterioration in the internal structures of the joints and the connective tissues, caus- ing the distressing symptoms from which you suffer. The food aspect is made worse by the lack of love, and choosing low-vibration foods via low-vibration thoughts compounds these difficulties. Many of you with this condition, rather than going to the doctor and seeking chemicals to mask these symptoms, would be well served to change your minds — not only about yourselves and your amazing and beautiful natures and value, but also to change that which you ingest.

You see, the idea that the symptoms are the problem is the prob- lem, and we wish here to get you to understand that all the negative physical symptoms you have are messages from your body to you to help you understand the internal workings of the mind that are out of whack. You have a guidance system, as we have mentioned, that tells you where you are off track — the feelings, passions, and desires you feel all the time. But because you have not understood these messages, many of you have lost your connection to your internal source of wis- dom and have become lost and confused.

The sickness and physical ailments you have are not who you are. In fact, they are who you aren’t. Sickness is your guide to what is inter- nally wrong — a gift, if you will, pointing to your internal misteachings that are getting you off track.

The idea of the energetic body being the result of the physical body is also incorrect. In your culture you are taught that the body creates, and this is not so. The mind creates the body, and until you take this flipped concept and turn it around, you will be unable to change the physical manifestations you are experiencing.

You see, the ego mind wants to experience that which it believes to be true, to come to a deep and abiding understanding of the concepts it thinks are true. As you travel through your life, all your beliefs become manifested in physical form for you to see, and this is where the problems start. You are taught many incorrect things — that you are sinful, that you are bad, that you are wrong — and all of these teachings go into the mind framework and begin to make that which the vibration represents.

This will make a healthy and strong body if the vibrations are high, and you will enjoy the experience of being in this physical body for a time. But if there are dark areas of misteaching — that you are flawed, that you are weak — these too will manifest to show you what is going on inside.

If you look at the system this way, then you will see there is some benefit to illness. Do you not see this? It is information you need to heal those unloving thoughts that permeate your mind. If you have not been taught this, you find yourself in a very confusing situation, indeed.

This is why your medicines that seemed so amazing at first are becoming a prison of sorts. You are not, in fact, getting healthier, but sicker and sicker as you try to mask the symptoms that are trying to send you a message of where to look for the problems. You are living longer, but the quality of life of the medicated aged in your culture is becom- ing very questionable indeed. Many of you are becoming afraid of old age, and you should be — unless you take on this different perspective and begin to listen to your internal guidance system. Your feelings, thoughts, and ideas — these are the map to extreme well-being and health you so wish to experience.

Ananda's book-Making Love To God

Hello blog followers and spiritual seekers. Usually I post excerpts from Ananda's teachings on this page, but today I would like to write as the channel through which Ananda speaks.

Yesterday was a big day for me. I finally got Ananda's first book, Making Love To God, up on Amazon.com. Ananda started writing about nine months ago, and it is hard for me to believe that the manuscript is now available all around the world for people to buy. Ananda is currently working on book three, The Path To Sexual Bliss, and I have been assigned the task of getting Part Two of The Making Love To God book up on Amazon within two weeks. It is all very exciting and yes, at times overwhelming, but I am enjoying the whole process immensely!

Ananda has begun offering weekly teachings here on Salt Spring Island, and will teach a workshop of some kind this summer. They continue to challenge and support me on this journey, along with any and all who come to their classes. It is with great joy that I offer up this link to our Amazon page, with the hope that you will take a look, and perhaps buy a copy or share the link with friends. The writings are inspiring and yes, at times challenging, but always loving and kind. Thanks for your support, shares and likes..it all helps Tina Louise Spalding

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Higher sexual expression

"There are deeply ingrained egoic teachings in your culture that blatantly go against the grain of unconditional love and forgiveness, and so there are barriers to the mind that wishes to experience the higher realms of sexual expression.

One of the first blocks to the raising of this energy is the belief in attack. This is profoundly embedded in your culture’s belief system. Every time you gossip, every time you argue and every time you have hateful or judgmental thoughts, your belief in aggression is reinforced and grows. You are not at fault here dear ones, this is what you have been taught to do. You have been fed a steady diet of war and violence in your main stream medias, and in fact, many of you cannot imagine living without this violent food. Oh, it is disguised in tales of redemption, and good winning out over evil in your police shows and crime dramas, but it is all based on hatred and violence, and it is indeed contributing to the lack of love in your lives.

 You see, the mind is a synthesizer of material, and what goes in and stays through focus and repetition creates out in the physical world. Remember what we said about the mind and its manifestations? That which you focus on grows, and indeed, the love we are speaking about, manifesting in the higher expressions of sexual energy through the activation of Kundalini cannot coexist in the mire of attack and judgment that is the quality of many of your minds. The dire consequences of your culture’s mis-teachings around violence are untold. And truly we hope that when you realize just how detrimental this is, and how you suffer from loss of connection and love through these incorrect teachings, that you will indeed become willing to address these issues.

 And so, the sexual energies many of you are experiencing are in the realm of the ego. It is the milieu in which you immerse yourself and so, of course it is the milieu in which you create your experience. The sexual energies of the ego are unrefined indeed. The purely physical mating of bodies, striving for pleasure and at times, dominance over other. This does not paint a very pretty picture, indeed we agree, but that is why we have come, for many of you experience the sexual energy of the ego and do not delight in it. Oh, you may have glimpses here and there of sex’s potential, and yet there is much missing for many of you. You arrive with great expectations of what a new lover may bring you but very shortly things begin to take a turn for the worse, and disillusionment sets in. The ego is not a loving thing, and this is an important idea to understand.

The higher realms of sexual expression are based on love, and the ego is not from, or for love. It is made to take, to judge, to conflict and to argue. It is its own worst enemy in many ways, and because you are not taught how to discern the difference between ego and Source energy, and in fact, because you live in a culture that feeds the ego the rich and repeated foods of hatred and judgement, you find yourselves lost in its mire and muck, unable to see the beauty and light that is your potential experience. The sexual energies of the ego remain in these lower three chakras. For sure, some of you venture up into the love realms of the heart, and for that we are eternally grateful, or your world would not stand a chance at survival and evolution, but your mis-teachings around sexuality and God keep you from integrating the sexual energies and the God energies in any meaningful way, and so the path to heaven on earth through blissful sexual union eludes you to a great extent.

 We hope the picture we paint is not too depressing for you dear ones, and yet we must be truthful for you to understand that which is transpiring. Think of the times you judge, think of the times you are fearful or worry, think of the times that you feel separated and alone. These thoughts, all of them, keep you disconnected from the very source of energy from which you are constructed. They keep you harnessed to the physical world that feels so threatening, and yet none of you understand that you are contributing to your own suffering, moment by moment as you indulge in these thoughts that create the feelings of sadness, isolation and abandonment that pervade your life. None of this is necessary, and we are so happy to have the opportunity to help you escape from this self imposed prison. Some of you will argue that it is not self imposed, that you have only been doing what you were taught, and we do understand this argument. By self imposed we only mean that you are doing this inadvertently, and that given the correct information you can change it. We do not wish to create such a sad picture, but we must be honest with you dear ones if you are to understand the depths that the energies of ego have taken you to.

We come at this time for this very reason. You are heading into darker and darker realms of sexual expression, feeding the ego drives of the most basic levels with an endless supply of animalistic and profane images and activities that, given your new found ability to disseminate information are very dangerous. The sexual energies of the ego, feeding the way in which it is transpiring at the moment are leading you to a dark and dangerous precipice, and we wish to call you back. Back to love, and and the loving and kind, fulfilling and glorifying expressions of spiritual love that is your true salvation. We are here as emissaries of love, emissaries of light and that driving force of Source that has created all that is good, all that is giving, all that is creative in this world of mind in which you find yourselves."
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How Sexual Energy Works.

"This is he beginning of the discussion of sexual energy and how it works for the western mind, taught so many incorrect ideas about this most amazing aspect of Universal Mind or God, if you will. 

  The energy that is sexual is indeed divided into two different manifestations, and it is very easy to discern these two completely different avenues of its expression. In the previous chapter we wrote of the two shared experiences, that of the ego mind and that of the loving Universal Mind, and so it is not surprising that each of these avenues of expression have their own version of sexuality and its play out in the world of life as you see it.

    The first is the one, of course, that you are most familiar with, that of the ego mind. Its belief in physical survival and its need for continuing the physical expression of that which you call a body requires sexual reproduction, of course, to achieve its aims of survival. In this form, the sexual energy is felt as a desire to have babies, to form families and to achieves a  kind of physical transformation if you will, into minor gods. Being a parent gives this experience of something greater than self, but if the ego is wielding too much power, the sexual expression of what we would call these lower concerns can get out of balance. As the ego is concerned in the extreme with survival of the physical body, at times at the expense of others seen as outside the ‘tribe’ you would call your family, it tends to be less than loving in its approach. It is generally motivated by fear and caution, keeping safe and free from pain is its utmost goal, and in terms of sexual energy, this does not bode well for an ecstatic and other worldly experience.The lower chakra centers that guide this aspect of sexuality are concerned with tribe, basic security, survival and animal or physical aspects of sexuality. 

   Because the spiritual connection to sexuality has been forbidden in your culture for many centuries, if not millennia, you have kept this energy firmly rooted in the lower chakras. The first three to be exact. The heart chakra represents that area of the physical and spiritual body where transformation through love is achieved. It is only when the sexual energies are raised from the lower three chakras, through the heart and up into the higher realms that the transcendental aspect of sexual energy that we are speaking about comes into platy.

 As the heart center opens, through the compassionate acts of forgiveness and unconditional love, the vibration of the body in which you function begins to change. When the ego mind is in play, you do not care for others as much as yourself, except perhaps in the caring of offspring. The concerns of the ego are more selfish and self centered. It worries about its own protection first, its own gratification, and the avoidance of that which it fears. As the heart chakra is brought into play, through the practice of forgiveness, non-judgement and compassion, words you are indeed familiar with, the energies begin to transform, and with it the sexual energies begin a shift to higher functioning too.

  Now, this process is not a quick one for many of you. There are deeply ingrained egoic teachings in your culture that blatantly go against the grain of unconditional love and forgiveness, and so there are barriers to the mind that wishes to experience the higher realms of sexual expression 

 One of the first blocks to the raising of this energy is the belief in attack. This is profoundly embedded in your culture’s belief system. Every time you gossip, every time you argue and every time you have hateful or judgmental thoughts, your belief in aggression is reinforced and grows. You are not at fault here dear ones, this is what you have been taught to do. You have been fed a steady diet of war and violence in your main stream medias, and in fact, many of you cannot imagine living without this violent food. Oh, it is disguised in tales of redemption, and good  winning out over evil in your police shows and crime dramas, but it is all based on hatred and violence, and it is indeed contributing to the lack of love in your lives.

 You see, the mind is a  synthesizer of material, and what goes in and stays through focus and repetition creates out in the physical world. Remember what we said about the mind and its manifestations? That which you focus on grows, and indeed, the love we are speaking about, manifesting in the higher expressions of sexual energy through the activation of Kundalini cannot coexist in the mire of attack and judgment that is the quality of many of your minds.

 The dire consequences of your culture’s mis-teachings around violence are untold. And truly we hope that when you realize just how detrimental this is, and how you suffer from loss of connection and love through these incorrect teachings, that you will indeed become willing to address these issues."

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Ananda's New Book Intro!

The Path To Sexual Bliss, Ananda's third book has begun.. here's a taste..
"We are here as teachers for you, the dear humans that are so lost in the mire of mis-information in your modern culture that claims to know so much. You are however, ignorant of the most important factor in your spiritual, physical, mental and emotional well being, and that is the connection between sexual energy and your spiritual nature. For centuries the words you have been taught and the principles that have guided the development of your culture have been unadulterated lies, and this is the very reason you are in such dire straits at the moment in your planet’s history.

 Long ago, there was a culture that was given the information about sexuality and its powerful link to spirituality. It was in the Indian sub-continent, and the religion was called Tantra. The information that was given to these spiritual practitioners was from a non-physical source. Yes, a spiritual download if you will, from beings with a high evolutionary development seeking to assist you in your evolution. The teachings of Tantra were kept sacred for some time, but over the centuries the influence of patriarchal structures and the ignorance of the populations it entered began to destroy the integrity of the teachings, and slowly they fell into ignorant hands and became lost to those who needed it most.. 

 A lot of your western minds have heard of this practice of tantric sex, but come at it from the western way of thinking, that it can be added to your current life style and merely improve your sex life. We are here to bring the good news that yes, this philosophy will improve your lives immensely, but the bad news is that profound changes must be made in your basic life style for you to reap the benefits of this most precious treasure.

 We are here, speaking through our dear one Tina, to help you understand why you are in such pain in your culture and your relationships, what can be done to change it, and how we can assist you on this journey. This book will be a hand book for those of you wishing to achieve the heights of bliss that you are capable of. Put forward in simple terms with simple explanations. We will happily supply you with a map to take you to the heights of sexual evolution, bringing with it a desire for peace, joy, health and well being that will be the catalyst to change your planet from the war zone of sickness and hatred that it now appears to be, to the peaceful playground of happy healthy and compassionate humans, determined to love and help each other achieve their potential with amazing bliss and joyful offspring and families. 

  This book is the third in a series, and we are writing it through the hands of our dear channel Tina, who has given us permission to use her physical presence to translate this information into text, word and deed that will assist in this transformation. Her part in this is a karmic agreement we have all made together at this time, to bring the words of wisdom from ancient and far away places to a culture that is in deep suffering, with no tangible way out, given the mis-information your have, and are being told.

 God is most present in your intimate sexual relationships, and the keys to immense well being, joy and passion are held with the arms of your beloved.  The lessons and prescriptions we will be sharing will challenge and terrify at times, but do trust us dear ones, we are here to help you understand your pain, to help change the thoughts and behaviors that perpetuate this suffering, and in the end, to give you the answer to all your prayers for happy healthy lives. 

A tall order? Perhaps, but we come with love in our hearts for those of you who are suffering and with great authority from non-physical realms to spread the word of love and the teachings of sexual bliss and connection that will heal almost all the ills of your modern world. So please stay tuned and read the following pages with an open mind.  We will challenge you definitely, inspire you, hopefully, and we will be telling the truth of the matters regarding love and sexual union from the sacred perspectives that have been hidden from you for so long. 

We are Ananda. A group of teachers with love in our hearts and joy in our expression, here to assist in whatever way we can to help bring peace, health and abundance to your struggling society." Ananda

Do What You Love

" Dear ones, there is a terrible aspect to your culture which needs to be brought into the light and dealt with openly and honestly, and this is the subject of your work and your life purpose. There are millions of you going to jobs you hate, or are indifferent about, wondering why your love lives suck, as you say. Well dear ones, it is clearly that you are spending most of our life disconnected from joy in an environment that is not good for the physical body. This is an area you must sincerely look at, and be wiling to change, for the energies of passion to flow in your life. Your sex life, and the one of your existence cannot be separated from what you do all day long, every day, year after year. This must be made clear to you, dear ones.

 You all have a passion for something, even if it is a damaged little remnant of what it once was. Gardening, cooking, painting, looking after children; there is no end to the areas where you can do work that you love. Indeed, our dear one Tina was adamant about following her passion, both as an artist, a free being and writer. She has pursued her spiritual path with the same passion, and indeed this is what has manifested this path with us, and as we have said before, this will not happen to all of you. Indeed this is a particular service that Tina is doing for her soul’s development and growth, but each of you has a future you who is engaged in a life doing what you love, and yes, for many this feels untrue, but time is not what you think, and if you dream, see a future in which you are doing what you want in your mind. You can allow it to happen.

Notice there that we said allow and not force. All the manifestations you wish to make are a balance between inspired right action at the right time, and surrender to the path of spirit as it arises for you. This path will change and grow, and it is important not to be attached to any specific form of the outcome, but to stay clear and at peace with a vision of your life at work, as you wish it. And indeed you will no longer call it work. That is too loaded word in this culture. It puts the efforts to align with your soul in a box that is not big enough for the subject And so we would like to use the word passion and vocation, dream, fantasy, future income. Anything that is vague and unlimited. Do not try and see specifics in your imagining, but see general feelings. Are you inside or outside, creative or academic? Are you in a busy or calm place? These are al the qualities of what you will enjoy, and indeed there is no lack of variety.

 Some feel that if they did what they want the world would fall apart, and this is not so. The reason the world is falling apart is that so many of you are disconnected from your passions, and are dead for forty hours a week. Indeed many of you lose half of Sunday because Monday is arriving. do you not dear ones? And so this too is part of the path to bliss. You will become a partner and lover to yourself when you honor the deep desires of the soul. This is indeed loving behavior that will encourage the bliss energies to flow, and will enhance your well being beyond anything you can imagine." Ananda

Beliefs and how to change them

"The belief systems that are operating in the world as the behaviors that you exhibit, are created in many different ways, and over a very long period. Indeed, to unravel the minutiae of this is impossible, it is personal for every one of you. But what indoctrinated you was a repeated, and indeed often physically forced compliance to these behaviors, often with dire consequences if you did not indeed do as you were asked. 

Let us think about the indoctrination around food. You were often force fed foods you did not like, and indeed fed too much for your little tummies as a child You were often denied pleasures if you did not comply, and indeed were often physically punished. All in the name of ‘good nutrition’ and the ideal of ‘good parenting’. Not only was your guidance system over ridden, but in a forceful and indeed brutal way. These were your lessons of food consumption, and you wonder why you are struggling with it. The ideal would be to place a selection of bite sized foods for little ones, and let them choose what to eat. This is an example of how the teaching got in, and so now we must admit that it works does it not? This repetition and going over something again and again.This dear ones is what you must indeed do at first to replace a belief system you do not want anymore. You must input a new one with the same determination, if not the same brutality of the first indoctrination.

 For example, there is the idea of mantras as a device to change. And so around foods you may say something like “I only eat healthy and natural foods that nourish my Divine body”. This will, over time, determine what you decide to consume, and it will, if you are determined, erase that one that says ‘I will eat whatever is put in front of me.’

 We wish you to apply this principle to all areas where you are suffering, and indeed in the area of sexual fears or distress you may wish to say something like ‘I am drawn to healthy, kind and loving partners, always’. Each of these mantras, if employed whilst walking for example, whilst doing the dishes, the simple and common tasks of the ordinary life, will change the programming. And yes, it does take some time, but you must reclaim all areas of the mind that are driving you, to reach the goals of which we speak. 

Indeed, start this very moment. What is the behavior that you wish to change? Write down your history of that behavior, and ask what are the phrases that you are saying at the moment. See that you are contributing to the problem yourself by your unconscious prayers and mantras, and decide to take the power that is yours, back from the past, and whoever or whatever taught you this terrible way of dealing with the issue. Do not do it with hate or judgment, but a joyful energy that finally you are getting to the root of the issue, and soon you will see results. 

This is the way to undo brainwashing. It is more brainwashing, but indeed, the results will be more conducive to the life you wish to lead dear ones That is all for now on that subject Do stick with it. Whoever wanted you to behave this way stuck with it, and influenced you for decades, remember that."